justanorthernlight

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Big mood right now.

My brother-in-law has gone eight consecutive days without being readmitted to the hospital, which is the best stretch he's had since probably late June. So that's good.

I'm really struggling to keep on top of both my mental health and my schoolwork. Mental health wise, the lows aren't as low but there aren't many highs, if you know what I mean. It makes it hard to stay motivated towards anything.

Almost all of my fannish stuff, reading, other stuff have fallen by the wayside and I'm not sure how to get things going again. I'm just intensely frustrated with myself which makes me turtle up and stop talking to people, which makes it hard to get/stay into things, which makes me frustrated with myself and makes me not want to talk to people, repeat ad nauseam etc.

This does not require a response, I just wanted to vent.